I'd just like to send out thoughts and love to Amanda Holden, who sadly lost her baby this week. To lose a baby early on is devastating, but a late loss is unimaginable. It's so easy to put someone in a celebrity position into a box - we tend to think they lead these sparkly lives but in reality, awful things like this do happen, and it doesn't matter how much money you have or what you do. Kim Marsh and Lily Allen were two other who so sadly lost their babies - I can't imagine losing our Baby Bear but to have your devastation out there in the public must be unbearable.
Pregnancy is such a worrying time, it's so uncertain and every woman worries every day that something will go wrong. I hate not having control over it, not being able to know for definate that my gorgeous baby will be born safe and healthy. I panic if Baby Bear doesn't move for 10 minutes, or at the slightest twinge!! I'm convinced it's just to prepare us for the lifetime of worry that comes with being a parent. I like to trick myself into thinking that once Baby Bear is born then I can stop panicking but it's not really the case is it? Oh dear. Looks like I'm in for a life of anti-anxiety meds and a glass of wine before bed :s
Eagerly awaiting the arrival of our little Baby Bear
xxx
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