AAAARRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
And I'm not joking, as my mother-in-law thought. After this baby is born I need some kind of super-strength, fail-safe contraception because this will be my last baby!! Part of me wants to hide in a hole and just stay there. Daddy Bear can looks after Baby Bear, I shall pop out Beany and all will be well in the world. The reality? I'm going to have an 18 month old baby and a newborn. I have to run around after a toddler, pregnant. As melancholy as I sound, I am actually happy about it. I'm fine now the initial shock has worn off. I'm just really bloody tired - to the point I want to go back to sleep pretty much after Baby Bear has gone to bed.
I had my first antenatal appointment yesterday. My GP thought it was very amusing to see me back again so soon! He put me at 6+5, which I agree with, but gave me a due date of the 15th September, just to give a few days leeway apparently... Except I make my due date the 13th. Oh well, the scan will say for sure! I'm not a huge fan of Dr Arsehole anyway, I always get the feeling he doesn't entirely know what he's doing. Last pregnancy he tried to give me Trimethoprim in the first tri, and it was me who told him I wasn't allowed it. And when I went for my six week check I was telling him about Baby Bear vomiting, and he said 'So do you think it's reflux then?' Er, I was kind of hoping you'd tell me? Being a doctor and all...
The big difference between this pregnancy and the last though is I was wishign the last pregnancy away, just wanting my baby. This one I'm hoping slows down so I can enjoy my time with BB!! I still haven't had any morning sickness, just nausea and heartburn. My boobs are sore but not unbearable, and I'm exhausted all the time. Pretty much the same as last time.
Praying BB sleeps through the time soon!!!!!
xxx
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