Gone insane, yes. But I am still here!
The reasons for my absence are individually very easy to cope with. All together, I'm quite surprised I'm not in a loony bin.
1) my laptop died. It suffered the seven beeps of death before failing to turn on ever again. Luckily, all of my photos of my bears are safe, the motherboard died but my hard drive is fine and residing in my paperwork cupboard, until I can afford a new laptop.
2) I lost my iPhone. After my laptop dying, I was using my iPhone as my main source of Internet. And then First buses suffered my wrath after expecting me to get on a bus with no pram facility, and three steps. Bloody hell. Cue carrying on toddler, and sitting him in a seat, then running off of the bus, grabbing squishy bears car seat from the pram and putting that next to bb, then back off again to fold my pram, drag it up the stairs and heave it into the storage bit. At some point I dropped my phone but didn't realise until I got off of the bus. This time I have lost all of my pictures. My own fault for not backing it up but without a laptop I couldn't, but I'm devastated to be honest.
3) I moved house. Never ever want to move house ever again. Not until the boys are big enough to not cry constantly throughout the move! Almost finished unpacking, also very difficult with two under two.
4) I start a new job on Monday. Full time. And the boys are going to nursery. Sob.
5) my post natal depression has gotten to a point where I don't feel like me anymore. My gp won't see me because I've moved out of area, so I'm a bit lost now until i find a new one. I hate feeling like this.
So there you go. Quick update! Will post again with more detail when I get a chance.
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